i hate feeling helpless
why am i still so disappointed even though i already told myself countless times not to hope or expect anything. i know u are busy with more impt things to do but it really hurts.
how long does it take to type an sms? how long does it take just to make a short phone call? or even just leave an offline msg on windows live?
i'm really tired. i dunno what to do but all i can do is try my best to understand everything. and patiently wait for something to happen.
i know this song is like really old but it is so tempting to me right now.
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
but i think knowing me, i'm never going to stop caring... even if we are not meant to be...
* Leaving a part of me behind... * ;