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Life at Amtek Suzhou

2010-09-09T14:26:00.001+08:00

time does fly and i'm actually already one and a half weeks in China already. but at the same time, it seems so long before i get to see everyone again. i miss all of you.

training is a little easier today as my mentors are very busy today. but i still have so many things to figure out!! i muat jia you!!

i sent a super long email to my dear AI colleagues today. haha.. dunno why i just had this feeling of emailing each and everyone of them that i care about =)

had a longer chat with dear on skype today which is really rare as our time difference is just too great. i guess it was a good chat as i let him understand more about my feelings and also we talked about 'us' and what the future might hold for both of us as we will be apart for a long period. though things are uncertain now but i feel that time will tell whether we are strong enough with regards to holding on to our relationship. i feel that it's good to let things flow and see how it goes for now. no point thinking too much about it as there's nothing much we can do about it now. i guess right now we are just really busy with our own different paths.

i can't seem to post up many photos at a time so i'll try my best to share some photos here and there. actually i never really take a lot of photos also coz like i'm usually alone so i don't take of myself much. i just take my surroundings. but i am enjoying my stay here and learning a lot of new things along the way. i believe i made the right choice by taking up this training program =)

i miss looking at the stars and lying on the beach.. hopefully i can do that when i'm back in singapore for golden week. maybe during the chalet i'm going to have with my colleagues.. =) there's no beaches here in suzhou and star gazing is not possible due to the light pollution here with all the city lights from where i stay.

all right back to wk again for me. i really need to figure out this SAP system. maybe i'll blog tonight again when i can =)

raindrops beating down my heart

2010-09-07T12:38:00.001+08:00

thanks to yi xiang, i found a way to finally be able to blog again =) yay! but i'm not sure whether i can post pictures a not. so do let me know whether u all can see this image that i post cause i'm like trying it out.

i came across this image online and i thought it's really pretty <3 somehow, it makes me think more abt the situation that i am in right now. *sighz...

today's training is not too bad i guess. i'm going to have a light lunch today cause i heard too many scary stories of the canteen. so maybe i'll just eat very very little today. anyway it's good as i want to lose more weight so that i can look more slim.. haha.. i have always been fleshy, meaty and whatever you all have described me before. you pple know who u are!!

but it's really going to be a challenge to lose weight here as the food here is really more salty and oily. honestly my appetite here is also average only. maybe i need a bit more time to settle down into my new environment.

ok i shall blog till here for now. i will continue to update on my progress here and let all of u pple who care abt me know that i'm doing fine and surviving! heez..

you got a way

2010-09-07T08:42:00.000+08:00

thank you for always being there for me =) i think without you talking to me every night, i will really not know what to do right now.

thank you for being there when i'm so helpless, empty and when i needed someone to listen and understand.

you are really impt and i hope our friendship will really grow as time passes. you know who you are =)

on a side note, i will try to upload some photos here on my blog soon. right now, back to my training...

i hate feeling helpless

2010-09-06T15:41:00.001+08:00

why am i still so disappointed even though i already told myself countless times not to hope or expect anything. i know u are busy with more impt things to do but it really hurts.

how long does it take to type an sms? how long does it take just to make a short phone call? or even just leave an offline msg on windows live?

i'm really tired. i dunno what to do but all i can do is try my best to understand everything. and patiently wait for something to happen.

i know this song is like really old but it is so tempting to me right now.

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

but i think knowing me, i'm never going to stop caring... even if we are not meant to be...

it's like exactly one more week

2010-08-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

oh my goodness!! time really flies and it's like exactly one more week and i'll be flying off to China for my training. having really mixed feelings about it still. on one hand, i'm so excited to have this opportunity to train, learn and grow overseas which will be a great experience for me and i know this will be good for my future career too. but of course, i will definitely miss all the pple i love and care abt back here in Singapore. i will be back really soon to see all of them. 1 year can really fly by faster than you know it.

i had a great dinner with my university friends tonight. think it has been like at least half a year or more that we last met up. everyone is looking good =) having great careers ahead of them and of course some of them slowly settling down. we were even talking about marriage and also balloting of HDB houses today. heez.. but i know that will be a long way more for me. i guess i have to wait for another at least 4 more years to reach there.

i'm so excited abt Kat's wedding... i really need to start hunting for the Jie Mei outfit which is going to be a hot pink dress as requested by her...

looking forward to tml's Kbox with all my colleagues. i know we are going to definitely enjoy ourselves. but i'm definitely not going to sing or else everyone will go deaf cause i am like totally tone deaf =P i'll just be hanging out and chilling as they sing =)

i'm thinking of changing this blogskin again... i think this one is a little too happy... i wanna get a nice and more emo one just like my last few blogskins. i think that screams of me more, any suggestions?

back to blogging =)

2010-08-20T13:51:00.001+08:00

wow! i think it must have been like half a year already since i last blogged. i really kind of miss this feeling. Bestie is totally right. it's great to pen down your feelings once in a while. like a diary =)

i guess this half a year, my life has definitely experienced a lot of major changes. i started a new chapter of my life... entering the workforce. although i love wking, i can't deny the fact that i do miss the freedom i used to have when i was studying. less responsibilities and all =)

will be heading to China for my one year training on the 30th of this month. feeling really excited abt it. i know that it will be a great experience for me. i definitely will be missing everyone back here.. from my family, to my frenz and to my dearest simin bestie and ian <3 but i know that from this experience i will grow into a stronger person.

i have a packed week with loads of activities before my take off, pple to meet, things to pack etc:

Friday(today) - going out with Weiting and Wei Yan
Saturday - packing in the day and stayover mahjong session with Yi Xiang James and Bestie at my place
Sunday - day with bestie and night celebrating my dad's bdae
Monday - university frenz gathering at night
Tuesday - outing with my colleagues, Kbox Session
Wednesday - meeting Dear and packing for his Penn trip
Thursday - dinner with Jon
Friday - celebrating an early bdae with Simin Bestie Dear
Saturday & Sunday - family time, final packing & spending time with Dearest
Monday - Flying to China

haha... i realize my schedule is like really packed. but at least i'm spending all my time with pple that i love and care about =) definitely looking forward to that.

爱昧 - Japanese - 杨丞琳

2010-01-20T00:23:00.001+08:00

The song is so nice :D even in Japanese!!

In Your Eyes 罗志祥&杨丞琳

2010-01-14T14:53:00.010+08:00

祥：你问我你眼中我看到什么
我回答隐形眼镜还有一个帅到翻的我

琳：我问你你眼中你愛我什么
你总是钓我胃口故作神秘愛說不說
男生都这样愛耍坏
行为举止挑战我的忍耐

祥：女生才是有够奇怪
心里永远那么多 WHY

合：IN YOUR EYES
发现一种东西叫愛（因为愛所以我存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看见生活多么精采

祥：看着你我眼神离不开早被你打敗

合：其实你悄悄变成我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU

祥：吃醋撒娇生气耍赖是你的专利让你來

琳：疼我愛我让我为我这些小事情让你來

合：只要让你（我）愉快
就算耍冷下不了台
我全都愿意都是因为愛

琳：我问你你眼中透露些什么
你笑着保持沉默
让我期待你的沉诺
男生都这样愛耍坏
行为举止挑战我的忍耐

祥：女生才是有够奇怪
心里永远那么多 WHY

合：IN YOUR EYES
发现一种东西叫愛（因为愛所以我存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看见生活多么精采

祥：看着你我眼神离不开早被你打败

合：其实你悄悄变成我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU

祥：请闭上眼睛

琳：坏蛋你想做什么

祥：哪有做什么

琳：你的小计谋才不可能骗倒我

合：OH 你的眼睛也累了该休息一下
就让我趁这个机会
靠近你吻你一下

合：IN YOUR EYES
发现一种东西叫愛（因為愛所以我门存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看见生活多么精采（因为有你才会精采）

祥：看着你我眼神离不开早被你打败

合：其实你悄悄变成我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU

this duet is so cute :) loving 海派甜心 even more now!!

christmas blues

2009-12-22T01:14:00.002+08:00

this is the nice box of cookies dear bought for me as a pre x'mas gift before he left for his family holiday. isn't it so sweet :) i love the gingerbread house!

dear wrote a x'mas card for me too. and yes dear, just like you, i'm looking forward to spending the year 2010 with you too *hugz...

kind of sad that this is the first time i'm away for new year. am leaving for japan on x'mas day and will only be back after the new year on the 3rd of jan. i will miss dear and bestie so much. *sighz... but on the bright side, i'm excited about snowboarding with my dad and sis :D

am missing dearest ian so much now. dunno why? just feeling emo we are so far apart now.. miss you dear, can't wait to see you soon again.

海派甜心

2009-12-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

看了前面几分钟的片段以后，让我突然有了一些疑问。是不是其实所有天下的男人都是这样的吗？他们只是在喜欢你，追你的时候才不把真实的德性释放。等到追到手以后，感到腻了才会说出像片段中的那番话。我真希望这种事可千万不要发生在我身边所有我关心的人，要不然我一定会很难过。

桃花小妹 ♥

2009-11-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

看了这一集的桃花小妹以后，我真的是感动到眼泪不断的从我眼里流了下来。。。尤其是在这影片中的前面几分钟，当史郎和桃花在一起说话的时候，真的是令我感到非常的感动。。。：）不知道为什么，我可以感受到桃花的心情。也许，我也曾经在我的感情世界里也有感受到和桃花一样的感觉吧。

我也好喜欢这部偶像剧的片尾曲。是一首飞轮海唱的歌，歌名是 - 很安静。我好喜欢它的歌词：）我觉得很有意义。

真的好期待下一集的桃花小妹。。。我想一定会非常的精彩喔！！：D

很安靜
Singer: 飞轮海 Fahrenheit
Composer: Tank

要说得多华丽
才能说出最默契的默契
我在你身边
呼吸都沉默
你却懂我每个情緒

这世界太热闹
怎么倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界太热闹
还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

所有感受不用形容
已经那么懂
所有的感动是安静的心动

这世界太热闹
也沒关系。。。

14 blades 錦衣衛

2009-11-14T03:19:00.006+08:00

i'm looking forward to this movie 14 blades 錦衣衛 very much.. i think wu chun will look very different in this movie.. it should be airing in Feb 2010 if i'm not wrong :) in this movie, wu chun is playing the baddie for once and he is staying away from the romance part of the movie.. i guess most of his parts will be more of the fighting..

finally.. and words from my heart

2009-11-10T20:44:00.003+08:00

haha.. finally i can upload my photos on facebook and i figured out the problem why i couldn't do so earlier these few days.. cause recently i changed my laptop and this new one does not have java installed.. silly me.. no wonder my firefox keep on jamming :P heez..

have been doing loads of scrap-booking recently.. honestly it's a nice hobby that i have recently picked up and i do enjoy it a lot.. but of course, i can;t do it all the time as it is also very expensive to make scrapbooks..

and to my dearest simin bestie.. *hugz.. i just wanna say how impt you are to me kz? so don't worry cause u'll always be very impt to me and always dear in my heart.. and that will never change kz? i look forward to the many years to come ahead of us and having you by my side all the way with me.. like having our first jobs, getting married and being each others' bridesmaid, having children, gossiping about our future husbands and of course growing old together :D *hugz... u will always be my one and only dearest bestie and nobody will take that place in my heart.. get well soon then we can meet up and catch up in person again! i love you!!

Everything 王力宏

2009-11-02T02:01:00.004+08:00

Everything **王力宏**

故事裡的起承轉合有一些忘記
做了多少錯誤的選擇

原來波折才暗示著該走的方向
指引你我來到這一刻

就算別人都說我們沒什麼出息
不可能會這樣輕易放棄

Cause You're My Everything
就一個原因讓我勇敢面對這個世界
想給你 Everything
不管用多少個明天永遠從此刻開始算起
你的愛是我的 Everything

遼闊天際求和相遇有多少機率
多少煙火墜落無痕跡

因為幸福沒有捷徑難免要繞道
不被看好越是要走到

就算別人都說我們沒什麼出息
不可能會這樣輕易放棄

你就是 Everything
就這個原因讓我勇敢面對這個世界
想給你 Everything
隻要你說一聲願意所有的未來才有意義
你的愛是我的 Everything

Cause You're My Everything
就這個原因讓我勇敢面對這個世界
想給你 Everything
不管用多少個明天永遠從此刻開始算起

你就是 Everything
就如這個原因我會永遠記住這種感覺
想給你 Everything
隻要你說一聲願意所有的未來才有意義
你的愛是我的 Everything

this song is for my special someone.. you know who you are :) cause there is nobody else i would want more than you..

i want you and only you.. remember that i will always be yours too.. love :)

smilez

2009-10-29T17:52:00.002+08:00

yay! i managed to pass my basic theory test on the 1st try! :D am so happy.. was so scared to click on the submit button at first cause the person beside me pressed submit after 15 mins and failed! it made me panic for a little at first..

now i can go take driving lessons on the road le :) already applied for my PDL too.. hopefully i will be able to drive soon! heez..

ill..

2009-10-27T22:44:00.004+08:00

oh dear... I'm down with the flu :( my nose keep dripping and my head is so heavy that it feels like it's going to explode.. but still i have to study these two days for my basic theory driving test which is this Thurs. hopefully despite my headache and all i will be able to pass it.. no going out for me these two days.. i definitely have to get well soon if i wanna attend the Halloween party with bestie darling this sat.. really looking forward to it actually coz i have never celebrated Halloween with anyone before :)

and of course, to end of this post.. today is my dear cuzzin Jason's bdae and of coz my dear fren Yi Xiang's bdae! so...

Happy Birthday Dear Cuzzin Jason

&

Happy Birthday Yi Xiang!

i ♥ my new iPhone Skin!!

2009-10-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

i jus came home from a nice long day of shopping with my aunt :) she brought me to get a nice new iPhone wrap :) i found the picture of the nice pink My Melody Rabbit myself and brought it to the shop at The Cathay and my aunt help me design it with the nice swarovski crystals! it's so pretty! here's a picture of how it looks like..

my aunt also bought me a nice silver handbag from Coach today too. I was so happy! i really love it so much! will be using it tml when i go out with bestie dear and yi xiang tml! here's a picture of how it looks...

i can't wait for tml to come :) it's going to be a great day of catching up! not to mention nice food too... yay! :D

irritating!!

2009-10-22T15:51:00.001+08:00

i'm getting quite irritated with changing my blogskin... just after a week or so now one of the images on the side is down and cannot be seen... the last pink blogskin i have also like that :( the whole image cannot load *sighz... it's quite irritating...

or is it only me? can you see all the pictures at the side? esp the image that says 'me'?

shopping again

2009-10-21T14:34:00.006+08:00

went out with bestie yesterday.. we went to vivo for dinner and some shopping :) in the end as usual, i bought a dress and bestie didn't buy anything :P haha... i think this is the first time i bought something from Forever 21. even though it's a very plain dress.. i like it very much :) i really enjoyed myself very much with bestie :) love shopping and going out with bestie dear!

looking forward to Saturday night actually.. will be going out with yi xiang and bestie dear :) it's been a while since we hang out. it will definitely be a fun night of catching up :D

now, i'm going to go study for my driving theory test which is really soon.. heez.. hopefully i can pass on the first try.. finding it hard to rmb everything..

keeping my fingers crossed

2009-10-18T17:18:00.003+08:00

i have already tried my best.. now i'll just be praying for the best..

right now, think i should just go out and have a great dinner with dearest and my family. we will be celebrating my sis, my aunty meedo and aunty bridget's belated birthdays.. it's so delayed due to everyone's busy schedules of exams and all.. but really looking forward to it :) we'll be going to sentosa golf club for dinner at a nice Italian restaurant called Il Lido. it's suppose to be one of the best restaurants in Singapore. it's going to be a great night :)

well... time for me to go get ready.. make-up and dress-up.. :)

another new skin..

2009-10-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

my old pink skin is down.. :( somehow.. the picture does not appear *sniff.. so i decided to change it too a more cheerful one instead :) heez..

been kind of busy and all these days.. so didn't have the time to blog. but will update asap..

i think i'm falling sick.. :( better drink more water..

lanterns and mooncakes make me feel happy :)

2009-10-03T15:49:00.004+08:00

went to xiao guilin yesterday with bestie dear to 'di ten long'.. it's been a while since i last done that :) i went for bestie's cell group before heading down with them to xiao guilin to celebrate mid-autumn festival.. we managed to eat mooncake too.. yay!! bestie's cell group friends are all so nice and friendly.. i felt very welcomed even though i wasn't from their cell group :)

i bought a very cute lantern for bestie though.. one with a cute polar bear that wears sunglasses :) heez... here's how it looks :)

so cute right? :P bestie brought star shaped sparklers :) although it didn't really burnt like a star but it was still nice :)

after that, bestie came over to my house for a stayover :) it was really nice spending time with bestie dear and chit-chatting till wee hours in the morning.. miss you already!!

tonight will be having dinner with my family to celebrate mid-autumn festival with them :) think we'll be having korean bbq food as chosen by my sis.. heez.. yummy!! after that , i will be watching a movie with dearest at the cathay after he finish sch at 9plus.. finally he has some time to catch a movie with me today as this coming week is SMU's recess week :)

today is indeed an activity-packed mid-autumn festival for me :) i hope everyone will enjoy their mid-autumn festival too!!

搞笑罗志祥潮男正传

2009-10-01T20:02:00.005+08:00

搞笑 ** 罗志祥

那一條牙膏在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨

藍色的碗盤多買了一套
我忘了沒有人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了

還在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麼熬
這麼多年早就習慣有妳的撒嬌
我想我能熬但是至少要讓我知道
妳好不好

我們的小狗食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯的無聊
他習慣睡覺的床位少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑藉著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑卻在最後眼淚拼命掉
妳的離開失去多少我計算不了
忙完了一天　突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀

還在搞笑是否擁有麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌卻避不開催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧希望聽到有人會提到你好不好

this is really quite a sad song.. i felt tears coming to my eyes when i first heard it.. i fell in love with this song too.. think it applies to many couples that have broken up out there.. sometimes music and lyrics can really bring out the feelings of a person better than expressing them in plain words. like in this song, you can feel that 罗志祥 put some of his personal feelings into the song while singing it. i thought it is really touching..

hopefully, i will never feel the feelings this song is trying to portray.. dear has a test this coming Saturday.. good luck dear!!

you're always on my mind

2009-09-30T16:16:00.003+08:00

i don't know why.. but all a sudden i miss you my dearest Nico.. it's been more than a month since you have left us all..

to the best dog ever.. i would think that you are now in doggie heaven playing and mixing around with other dogs that of course will never be cuter than you and eating all your fav foods.. or maybe you have reincarnated back to this world again.. if this is so, i hope that one day i will be able to meet you on the street.. even though i might not know it is you but the thought of it is really a nice feeling :)

i miss you...

changing of blogskin again

2009-09-29T18:48:00.002+08:00

heez... as commented by bestie dear... the skin i picked yesterday wasn't really nice... so decided to change this one :) i think this one looks sweeter and more girlish... i like the little mushrooms on the side... :D heez...

now i'm going to go help my mum set up her new phone... my mum jus bought a Sony Ericsson W995 since her contract is already 2 years... it's quite a nice phone :) although i would have preferred a black one instead of a silver one...

nice new pink skin :)

2009-09-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

finally... i got my new blogskin up :) heez... will be blogging again soon... will be kind of busy these few days though... so will be updating with some photos and events soon...

a new beginning

2009-09-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

hey all!! i decided to start a new blog from scratch instead!! will be changing the blogskin and template and adding all the links, likes, profile etc. soon!! so stay tuned! :)